Bonus points if the thing you create helps people; when those two things meet, it’s like magic. (It’s also, occasionally, a business.) Here are two things I know for sure: It feels good to create things and it feels good to help people. But creating things — especially good things — is difficult. It takes time, focus, and courage. Maybe even a little masochism.
Helping people is easier. There are a million ways to do it: You can hold the door open for the guy whose arms are full of groceries; you can help an old woman across the street (that’s still a thing, right?); you can share your life experience and hope that someone will read it and find it applicable to their own life.
This little nugget reconfirmed that I have a strong desire to create. So, why don’t I create more?
I feel many times I have created in search of validation.
Businesses were created. The validation? Money.
Many times these businesses were abandoned after the validation did not materialize in what I felt was an adequate amount of time. I am sure that my lack of perseverance snuffed out many legitimate business ventures. I’ve never been very good at “treading water.”
I’ve never been materialistic, but somewhere along the journey of life, I allowed money to become the primary source of validation. I began to take interests and allow their lifespan to be determined by their monetary value. So… if a hobby could not produce money, it was discarded.
My blogging has also become a victim, allowing validation to fuel creation.
I would write in spurts, and if posts did not receive views… I stopped.
I enjoy journaling my thoughts and experiences… sharing. Still, I need to learn that my musings do not need to find an audience to have value. If they do, cool, but the validation of increased views or comments should not drive (or deter) me from writing.
After proclaiming my love for the Carado Banff yesterday, I was met with this snarky comment from a Facebook troll user.
Well… if I can buy two and half Banffs for the price of one Roadtrek CS Adventurous XL, sign me up and tell me where to pick up my hexagon assembly tool.
I can absolutely appreciate nice things, but I am also a practical person that doesn’t need all of the bells and whistles.
So… this brings me to the lavish purchase that I made about six months ago. Say hello to van experiment one…
I bought her six months for $800 somewhere in Tennessee. It was my intention to build out the inside and hit the road again with my trusty sidekick, Pat the Cat.
Oh… and the van was so fancy that you didn’t even need a key to start her. You just had to touch two wires together. 😀
So… what happened to the unnamed Dodge?
After six weeks of tinkering… removing seats, adding subfloor, insulating walls, and bloodying up myself on more than one occasion, I decide to send her own way. The new owner picked her up today. She sold for $400. 😐
It was a $400 loss (not including the additional items I purchased), but I learned in the process. I can do more “handy” stuff. So… well worth the expense. Now, I just need a tool belt. NOT! 😛
So… where am I going with this?
Well, if I was willing to make a 1994 Dodge Ram conversion van my home, then I definitely don’t need an induction cooktop and motorized awning. So… IKEA van… sign me up. Hmmm… what should I name her? HATTEFJÄLL?
Before the paperwork had even been signed on the cabin, I had already started to consider a new adventure. Say hello to the Carado Banff.
Nothing is set in stone at this point, but I am itching to get out on the road again, and the Banff is a worthy contender.
With my Mom and aunt in tow, I checked out and drove a 2018 Banff, and I was thoroughly impressed. Check out the interior pics…
This would be the perfect size for Patrick and I. It even has a toilet and shower. You can see it peeking out in the second and third pics above. Still, what I am most excited about is the 200 watts of solar power on the roof and lithium batteries installed in this little guy. If you add in VoltStart, I am practically in boondocking heaven. (VoltStart allows the engine to automatically start up to power up the batteries.)
This little nugget has practically everything I need… stove, refrigerator, microwave, solar, shower, toilet, gas heat, hot water, and air conditioning. The only thing missing is a backup camera, which I can easily install… or just buy a 2019 model with backup camera and GPS installed. Plus… VoltStart is available on some 2019 models. *swoon*
So… what happens next? Well, I need to make sure my impulsive little self isn’t jumping the gun here. I am going to make a final decision after the sale of the cabin has occurred. I signed the listing agreement yesterday, so the ball is just now starting to roll. The only issue I am finding is a covered garage in Downtown or Midtown (Atlanta) that can accommodate a vehicle 9’5″ tall.
Yup… it’s been almost 10 months, but I’m back. If you’ve not figured it out by now, I am a bit random. I tend to march to the beat of my own drum, and well… the beat tends to have a shelf life of about three to six months. Still, I keep finding my way back here to share, and boys and girls that is what has brought me here today.
After wrapping up My Scotty Adventure in May of 2017, my next undertaking began to emerge within a few months. I was going to buy a cabin… enjoy the outdoors… reconnect with my fellow man.
So… in October 2017, I purchased a cabin in Ellijay, Georgia.
She’s a beauty. I named her Cabin Casa or Casa Cabin (depending on how dyslexic I am feeling… or how many whiskey drinks I have had). She is secluded (2.5 acres, lots of trees), relaxing (hot tub, front porch rocking chairs), and simple (no air conditioning, simple furnishing).
I was committed to her and the new adventure. I built a fire pit and had a fire blazing most nights. I bought a chainsaw and chopped down many trees. I built a small fish pond to offer the critters a place to drink.
Casa Cabin has been good to me. Patrick and I spent almost every day in our rustic home for almost seven months. And now…
I have decided to move on. I have decided to sell the cabin. Why?
My life does not feel fulfilled standing still. I need movement.
My motivation was not entirely altruistic. Vague? Yes… and I will leave it at that.
I get more happiness with less. I do not need to own something to appreciate it. The cabin has become another thing… a thing I do not need… a thing I do not want to maintain.
74% of mobile users ages 18 – 34 report an urge to immediately pull out their phone, open an app when bored. [ComScore, 2017]
The creators of the Facebook “Like” button substantially limit their own social media usage, and the guy that literally wrote the book about designing addictive smartphone apps has his home internet shut off on an automatic timer every evening. [Guardian, 2017]
Something that I’ve been doing since I came back to the US is writing out a list of novelties for myself each week. I call them my Weeklies, and on this list—I make mine on Wednesdays—I write down a recipe, a song, a place, a movie, and a non-standard task. By the following Wednesday, I aim to have cooked that recipe, learned to play that song, visited that location, watched that movie, and completed that task.
… It’s a framework for newness. And it can take a little while to get used to, but if you find yourself in a rut or a repetitive spiral, you might consider making your own list, with your own you-shaped goals, to see if it helps you diversify your growth, as well.